Floating flower
in the sky.
Kiss me with your
Petal wings---
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Sunday, October 14, 2007
21:14
hello (: tmr is a sch holiday! and mummy gave the green light to an slr and i am kinda dreading the start of sch agn and i want my tan to go away ): and im feeling a lot. seeing nat that day made me think a bit. not that i came to any conclusions. mel was a stark contrast to nat (: i did think it wld be better to keep them apart. but mel did make nat laugh sometimes and i guess tt was enough, haha. it certainly was a tense, albeit good (to a certain extent, i guess), night. i suppose i have settled myself in to such an extent and am so blessed to have support all around all the time, whenever, that i just dont know how to what to do when others are at a loss anymore. what causes me to blank out most is when i cannot talk to them about this God i have learnt to trust in so much so that i have found that i need no one and nothing but Him. but then, how am i to explain this to them? oh well. on a whole, this week has been good (: part of the class had a good outing to ecp on wednesday after chem spa. (and that was when i got a horrible tan ): i know, i know, everyone wants to get tanned, right. but not me ): ) cycling for 2 hours straight was awesome stuff, haha. and barbeque that night was a gd time of bonding (: thursday and friday was spent in sch at games day :D which was awesome even though we didnt win anythg haha. but hey, im sure we would have won for class unity, haha :D we were cool ok. oh well. sch's gna start soon and although things arent gna be pretty, i can safely say that i am prepared for the worse (: i have surrendered everythg to Him so come what may!