Floating flower
in the sky.
Kiss me with your
Petal wings---
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Saturday, August 04, 2007
12:11
I wanted to put some photos up but there seems to be something wrong with the uploading thingy so nevermind that (: I have recently been reading up on purgatory and have realised what a sinner I am. I completely endeavour to live a much purer life with God as the centre always and my mission is to actively participate in the salvation of souls. However, seeing as I'm terribly weak, I shall work even harder at it. I have decided to go for confession next saturday at the novena. I also found this 12 year prayer thingy which I quite want to do but the thing is, I'm afraid of not being able to keep it up ): But then again, why am I worried about something that both God and I are in control of (: You can do it, Val! Haha. Maybe this blog can become some sort of a "Spiritual Journal" for me. Maybe, haha. Most of the time I just scribble into my homework book anyway or little scraps of phrases that jump into my head onto whatever piece of work I may be at at the moment (: I have found that I may be able to go to Australia to study veterinary science on my own, provided i get a scholarship there on the first year to sponsor tuition fees for the rest of my course! Praise be to God :D For now, I have to work extremely hard for the As so that the university there actually wants to admit me, haha. I shall go and research on the various universities. Oh, and I decided that if I don't make it to vet science, I'm going to be a social worker or counselor (: That's where my heart wants me to go, I think. So let us run this race that has been set before us with perseverence in Christ Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith because He has commanded us to go in the strength we have for He will be with us. Lord, I fear not suffering or pain because by the fire of Your purification, I am made worthy. You are the author and perfecter of my faith, You are my joy and strength. In my weakness You are strong and my heart soars when I think of Your grace and mercy. Mary, Mother of God, pray for us, poor sinners, now and at the hour of our death that we may live this life in humble penitance for the preparation of the life to come and to share in God's eternal glory forever and ever. It is a wholesome and delightful truth that if I only knew how great Your mercy and love for me, I would weep with such tears of joy. God, You are worthy of all the pain in my life. And even in purgatory, I will patiently bear all the terrible suffering in order to enter into Your light, spotless. Dearest Mother, pray for me that I may be strong enough to withstand temptation. Mother of the Word Incarnate, help me pray for those who are dying now, that they may enter into God's glory swiftly.