Floating flower
in the sky.
Kiss me with your
Petal wings---
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Saturday, May 12, 2007
22:03
the few minutes on stage was probably one of the best times of my life. i played without a single ounce of fear because the Lord's peace was with me (: i had so much fun that i felt a sense of empty sadness when we walked off because it was time, time for the syf experience to end. safari started well enough (: dr lee was slightly nervous at first but he loosened up and his incessant smiles and little moves made my eyes light up and i couldn't help but smile as i played. during roman fest, i felt the whole spirit of the band. we were truly playing as one (: we were playing as one family and from where i was, i could see that everyone was feeling the music and moving to the music too! even dr lee did a small wiggle :D he smiled at rehearsal 28 when we did it nicely so brilliantly. i was so overjoyed haha. i rly felt so SO happy to be on stage and that moment when we stood up to the applause feeling accomplished and sad at the same time. i guess it was a feeling of reluctance to leave all of it behind. i just wanted to cling onto that moment and relive it agn n agn. and to think that that was before results were even out (: after leaving the hall, i met nat and jiawei and trin ((((((: it was gd to meet up agn after so loooong! so we hung arnd for a bit cos only most of the j2s were allowed into the hall (nt enough seats, much to our dismay) but it was nice for us to get to talk and stuff (: they heard tt for the morning session, only one sch gt gwh and some ppl thot it was rj. thn after waiting for a long long while, the results finally came out! rj gold, vj gwh, tj gold and by this time we were rly nervous and excited and straining our ears to hear the results from phone loudspeakers (people called people in the hall for live updates :D) and then we heard,"Band number 15. Anglo-Chinese Junior College. Gold. With honours!" and the phones put dwn and all of us started screaming and jumping :D samuel was hollering, "YES! YES!" the girls were screaming and jumping and everyone was basically damn happy. even martin's face was glowing with joy :D oh well. it took a while for the information to sink in (: it seemed so surreal because by then the results didnt matter too much to me (: all i knew was that i'd had a whole load of fun and we had done our best (: that was enough for me so this was a cherry to top it off :D awesome ((: i'll miss everything so much. actually, i already do. i guess i can only hold on to this nostalgic feeling and lock it up as a treasure in the deepest part of my heart and take it out sometimes to think about and smile about it, haha. it's a long road from here, maintaining our standards and improving too. it's gonna be easy but hey, im ready (: