Floating flower
in the sky.
Kiss me with your
Petal wings---
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Sunday, April 08, 2007
19:15
how lucky you are. how they feel. how many people you'd be letting down. those three phrases probably summed up my thoughts and feelings at the camp. i initially had mixed feelings about getting into syf. but now, more than ever, i feel this sense of purpose. tests are coming up and no, i havent started studying over the weekends, wht with the camp and a rly clogged up and uncomfortable head today (excuses, val, excuses). but anyway, yes. i really have to stop procrastinating and start working rly hard ): it's hard you knw ): and im beginning to feel afraid about jc life. sometimes i think abt how i wish i cld quit this rubbish and how i snap myself back to reality and remind myself tt there's a greater goal ahead. oh well. but yeah. im actually really scared of the things that might come? how im gna cope with sch work and tutorials and assignments and project work and keeping up with lectures and making sure i retain the information and understand everything well enough despite putting 100% into band too ): dear Lord pls give me strength and remind me that there's nothing that You and i cant handle together today (: i shld rly start revising eh?