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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
14:04
but why ?
i dont understand and i dont think i ever will.
why ?
how does it help at all ?
it cant relieve anythg.
it just adds on to it.
it serves as reminders.
why do u want to voluntarily scar urself ?
why ?
i want to understand !
u knw it hurts so much ?
i want to understand why.
maybe i will one day.
tt's whn i go pained enough to want to try it to understand why u even want to do it anw.
pls, stop.
stop doing it.
it hurts to knw ure hurting urself n all i can do is ask u to stop but there u are doing it.
i feel so helpless ok.
pls, i rly want to help.
pls help me too ?
if u want to get out of tt misery,
forget the unhappy thgs,
push them out of ur mind n put everythg tt reminds u of anythg sad away frm ur sight.
but it isnt helping tt u do tt n remind urself everyday abt how thgs wre.
move on, move on.
ure worth it.
dont think im irritating pls..
i dont want u to do tt anymore..
it rly hurts..
it does..
i want to smack u, shake u, wake u up..
but i dont want to hurt u..
i want to put u in a cotton candy world so u wont ever hurt urself..
but i cant..
pls..
pls dont do it ever..
pls u said u dont want to make me sad so why are u doing this ?
dont u see tt sorry dsnt make them disappear ?
im sure u knw..
but why ?
why do u say sorry n think it's ok after tt ?
it isnt..
pls, pls dont do it evr..
pls..
why ?
and as the skin broke open and red liquid trickled out, my heart broke a little more.
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